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Saturday, May 23, 2009

Before there were blogs...

 

...there were journals and diaries that I'm [right now] thinking about throwing out.

Should I? (We're moving soon - WHERE? Ask me in about a week or so.)

I've kept them since I was about thirteen, really until about age 21-ish. I journal much more occasionally now - in fact, my current one I've been writing in for the past four years. I won't throw it away - it has ILLUMNIATION in it. And I also have an electronic one that gets filled just about as often. I thought-transfer more in type now than handwriting. And I despise my handwriting. I meant to improve it a few years ago and have since lost interest.

My old journals have some amusing drawings and quotes from British authors and professors and friends that I thought repeatable. And still think so. But so much of the rest of it is sadtimes or insanetimes.

Who wants to remember that? (Or have their children or grandchildren discover how I almost went out of my head and used way too many adjectives, many of them abusively?)

There are also photographs of my past. If they make me laugh, I will definitely keep them. If they make me sad, into the recycling. (--Interrupt to see if photo paper can be recycled-- We are unsure.)

I think if I ran into anyone from my past, it would be pleasant. There would be delight and possibly hugs. I am at peace with people, but my dreams have been horrific lately. I want to think it's a cleansing of sorts.

And perhaps that is why I am thinking of tossing out a lot of old stuff that doesn't make me smile. That, and we're moving, and I don't want to move anything I don't want to keep.

I like the idea of a life that only requires sandals, a Bible, and a rosary. (And I wouldn't even need the rosary because I'm not Catholic.)

Then, it would be so easy to move.

Moving mountains, presently,

e

 

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don't throw them away. You will regret it someday
Posted 5/24/2009 9:43 AM by actndiva - reply

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@actndiva - You know, Plato burned his. Don't worry, it's way too hot to start a fire today. And, of course, my last year's New Year's resolution was "No regrets." I shall not carelessly do anything I will regret. Thanks for your advice!

Posted 5/24/2009 5:28 PM by monarchy_rules - reply

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I thought the same thing. Then I Thea away an acting journal from my first acting class. I thought that I would never wish to go back and re-read it. I was wrong. Last year I went looking for that journal, forgeting that I had thrown it away. Tthen I stumbled across the journal from my 2nd acting class which I had intended to throw away but couldn't find. I'm so glad that I didn't find it when I wanted to throw it away. I spent an hour reading it and remembering things that were going on in my life at the time. It was very illumanating. I just think that there will comes day when you are going to want to read them again. Maybe not next year but maybe 20 years down the line. Also you might want to give them to your daughter when she turns 13, allowing her to get to know her mother in ways she won't in other ways. Those journals hold the story of your life. The good, the bad, the wrong and right choices you've mad in your life. You have something not many people have, a time capsule of your youth. Ok enough said, that's just my opinion.

Love ya

C
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